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Oct. 8th, 2010

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diary??

Sorry for everyone who not understand Indonesian, I just wanna write this in Indonesian....feel free to give any comment...

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Oct. 5th, 2010

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Writer's Block: Nothing ventured, nothing gained

What is the biggest mistake of your life so far? What did you learn from it?

Hmmm..(-_-)

I think it's happened when I was a junior high student...
1. I got so angry to my grandmother who's sick. well, I had to finish my assignment that day or I would get low score. Then my mom told me
    to go with her and all of my family to my grandparent's house coz my grandmom's condition been being worse again. I just grumbled
    along the way and said kinda curse. when I got there, I saw my grandmom was in terrible condition. We took her to the hospital in another
    town and got there at 10.00 p.m. My parent told me to go to my cousins house for a while and said they would told us if my grandmom's
    condition had been better. But, not until the morning came (at 03.00 a.m.) my parent called my uncle to take all of us back to my town coz
    they had already took my grandmom's dead body there. I really wanna say sorry to my grandmom, I love u so much..I'm so sorry TT^TT

2. I fell in love with my ex-boyfriend when he started getting bored of me (DAMN YOU!!!! I'll kick ur ass if I see ur face for real!!!!)
    He asked me to end our relationship coz he just wanted to be my friend (DAMN YOU!!! why did u confess to me with ur fucking fake
    innocent face????!!!!!!!!!) I just said, " alright then. see you in school later." with calm voice but actually, I felt my heart was throbbed by a big
    knife. When his b'day came, I asked my friend to give my present for him, hope whether we still could be a friend or not. But, he just got
    angry to my friend and said that giving a present for someone's b'day wasn't a tradition for a moslem. Well, I was still okay coz of that (but I
    couldn't take his angry to my friend). But, Lately I found that he started date with my ex-classmate whose religion is different with him
   (-_-!!). coz of it, I just have a thought that all of men in the world just said a bullshit thing. I can't trust anybody anymore and I just get ill feel
   or get irk when a boy try to get along well with me. even I just refused them harshly...(-_-!!) DAMN YOU for ruined my puberty!!!!! I'm not
   normal anymore coz of u!!!!! Once I see u I will throw anything around me to u and send u to the hospital!!!!

Oct. 3rd, 2010

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Rainbow chapter 6

Title : Rainbow chapter 6
Pairing : YabuNoo, HikaDai, Daiki >< Airi

Rating : PG-13
Requested by :
keiyuu_ruka
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</span>Warning :  terrible grammar TT^TT
Summary :
  “Once you leave, don’t ever try to come back to here anymore!!!!” His father yells with shaking voice. It makes Daiki stop, but it couldn’t make Daiki turn his face to his father.

 

 

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chapter 1 >> 
p-penguin.livejournal.com/3037.html
chapter 2 >> 
p-penguin.livejournal.com/3220.html
chapter 3 >> 
p-penguin.livejournal.com/3514.html
chapter 4 >> 
p-penguin.livejournal.com/3899.html
chapter 5 >> 
p-penguin.livejournal.com/4450.html


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Lalalalalala~ (^0^) finally I can make this chap >.< so many troubles which blocked me to make it TT^TT….but this fic haven’t finished yet…or should I finish it here…fufufufufu *evil smile*

Jul. 9th, 2010

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Love Soul chapter 1

Title : Love Soul chapter 1

Pairing : Inoobu, DaiNoo, HikaDai (TaDaiki and another JUMP’s member’s love story will be shown in next chap)

Rating : PG-13

Genre : comedy, school life

Warning : Terrible grammar

Summary : It’s started from that promise which make him suffer alone for waiting someone he love so much in this world.

Disclaimer : it’s a compliment of “Rainbow” until Runa-chan back *bows*.

 

 

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prologue >> p-penguin.livejournal.com/5271.html

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Gomen ne (^-^)

I wanna update this fic 3 days ago, but a ridiculous thing happened to me..coz I ate a lot lately, I gain some weight and added by my mom’s words,” You looked fatter you know??! Take your time to do some sports for loose your weight…look at your cheek…just look like a steam bun now and look at your stomach…do you have a phyton inside your stomache??”(-_-)

Then, I decided to play hoola hoop…yeah, I haven’t play it for more than a week, so I played it for 8 minutes non-stop…after I took a bath, I feel my body isn’t feeling well and took a nap…

When I woke up..my wrist and my stomach hurt so much…and hooray \(^o^)/ I got a fever for two days. My temperature’s so high, I had a headache, and felt like in the hell…(ToT)….

After that, I get a conclusion…don’t take everything too much…

Yeah yeah…I’ll not do that anymore..I swear…

Jul. 1st, 2010

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Love Soul prologue

Title : Love Soul (prologue)

Pairing : YabuNoo, HikaDai (TaDaiki and another JUMP’s member’s love story will be shown in next chap)

Rating : PG-13

Warning : Terrible grammar

Summary : It’s started from that promise which make him suffer alone for waiting someone he love so much in this world.

Disclaimer : it’s a compliment of “Rainbow” until Runa-chan back *bows*.

 

 

 

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Gomen nasai yooo for my long absent….and hontou ni gomen nasai coz I can’t update my “Rainbow” fic. ToT

I promised to Runa-chan to update it after she back from her country life b coz that fic is her request. But I give this fic as the compliment…Hope you’ll love it…(^o^)

Comments are really permitted and loved (>.<)

Jun. 3rd, 2010

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Take a break from hiatus...(^-^)

Yokatta na....I can take a break....

Kiki-chan...you make me lost one of my soul...(T^T)
but...thank's a lot for didn't cut me as your friend.....

I have 1 question, why did some people cut their friends in LJ???? what's wrong????

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if you miss me so much lols
you can contact me here >> 088268032042

really..that's my phone number..(^-^)

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I saw a TV program several days ago, TV champion 2 about 'pet nuigurumi' or something like that...hehe I don't really remember...it's a kind of competition for making a doll, pet doll. which is the most look like the real pet, she'll win the competition. The last part of that competition is about making a doll which look like a 'ressa panda' which the competitor choosen....those ressa panda are sooooo cuuute (>.<) and for the real...one of that ressa panda's name is....Dai-chan!!!!! use same kanji with Daiki's name..lols

I just take a random ressa panda's pic from google, but...it's Dai-chan looks like for the real....bwahahahaha gomen ne Dai-chan....(>.<)




just soo cute X3

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I love to watch 'the penguin of Madagascar' too....OMG..I had already 18 and still love to watch cartoon???!!

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It's really a serious problem....
I love cats the most before, until one of my favourite cat hurt me last month...and now...I get a phobia of cat.....
what should I do?????

I still love cat...but I had become afraid of it now...(ToT)

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Gomen ne...I can't update my fic soon...*bows repeatedly*
and I miss all of you so much sniff..sniff...TToTT
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May. 23rd, 2010

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Shower Time

Title : Shower Time
Pairing : Hikaru x Daiki x Takaki

Rating : PG

Genre : smut, comedy

Summary : They have arrived in Takaki’s apartment now and Takaki lays Daiki’s body on the bed. They tie Daiki’s hand and it make Daiki woken up.

Warning : error grammatical

Disclaimer : although the title’s same, the story just so different. It depends on our mind. Just make what you want as long as it doesn’t give any bad influence nor copy from the others.

 

 

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I'm so pervert for sure lols (>.<)

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Rainbow chapter 5

Title : Rainbow chapter 5
Pairing : YabuNoo, HikaDai

Rating : PG-13
Request by : keiyuu_ruka 

Summary : “ Just tell me, okay?! It would be better if you share your problem.” Unconsciously, I grab his hand. He saw straight forward to my eyes and then blushing.

 

 

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ch 1  >> p-penguin.livejournal.com/3037.html
ch 2  >> p-penguin.livejournal.com/3220.html
ch 3  >> p-penguin.livejournal.com/3514.html
ch 4  >> p-penguin.livejournal.com/3899.html

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hontou ni gomen nasai yo...(ToT) it's soooooooo late....

May. 8th, 2010

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SEMI HIATUS AGAIN (T^T)

gomen nasai yo..
I'll be on semi-hiatus again...(T^T)

I kind of busy for my university life...I must go to Jakarta and Surakarta...
as I said before....I just can see LJ through my mobile phone which can't give any comment nor any message...

wish me luck (^o^)
ganbaru yo!!!!

May. 3rd, 2010

Rainbow chapter 4

Title : Rainbow chapter 4
Pairing : YabuNoo, HikaNoo

Rating : PG-13
Request by :
[info]keiyuu_ruka 
Summary : “ It just a mistake for me to let you kissed me!!! I hate you Kota Yabu!!!”

 

 

 

Both of them just stare at someone who’s come and look at each other until they realize. Yabu jump off and Inoo stand up in a hurry. Their face blush so hard and both of them just stare down at floor.

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“ Ne-Nee-chan???!! I…eeerrrr…we…we just…” Yabu try to explain to his sister.

“ Are you two gay?? Oh my god!!! I….I can’t believe it….I’ll-“ his sister’s word just cut off by Yabu.

“ Nee-chan, please don’t tell mom about it. I just….I just get stumble and fall on him…and..”

“ Nani? What thing I mustn’t to know??” Yabu’s mom come and ask something which had happened.

“ Okaa-san??!!! Nope!!! We just-“

“ They’re kissing mom!! Kota just kissed this boy!!” Yabu’s sister tell their mom and point her finger to Inoo.

“ No, I…..it just a mistake…I…” Yabu tried to explain.

“ mistake??!! You said it just a mistake???!!” Inoo feel so hurt because of what he had hear.

“ NO!! it’s-“

“ Tell your mom first, Kota!!” his mom force him. Then Inoo just rush out from Yabu’s room with teary eyes and run down.

“ INOO!!! Wait!!” Yabu try to run chase Inoo but it’s no avail because his sister grab his hand.

“ Tell us first!!” his sister also force him.

“ AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!! OK!! OK!! But let me get him first.” Yabu get mad.

“ No, Kota. You must tell us first!!”

“ I have said that I’ll explain everything, but…please let me get him first..”

“ Is he your boyfriend, Kota??!” His mom ask.

“ How can you tw-“

“ HE HAS HEART DISEASE AND I MUST GET HIM FIRST, OK???!!!!” Yabu release his hand and run to chase Inoo.

 

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“ It just a mistake??!!! You said it just a mistake???!!” Inoo crying like crazy because of his madness for everything which had happened in Yabu’s home.

“ It just a mistake for me to let you kissed me!!! I hate you Kota Yabu!!!” his mad make his heart  get worse. Suddenly, Inoo feel his chest hurt so much and his face become so pale. It’s so hard for him to take a breath and his leg can’t support him to stand. Everything become blur and his consciousness slowly lost.

“ Are you okay??!! Hey!!” someone asked him and tried to carry him when suddenly another man come.

“ Inoo!!” that man called him.

“ Inoo-chan!! Stay with me!!”

“ Just take him to the hospital!!” the other half yelled.

“ I know that and let me take him now. Ne, Inoo-chan. Just stay with me. I’ll take you to the hospital now.“ then he carries Inoo’s body.

“ Yabu??!!” Inoo tried to call and open his eyes, ignore his pain but it’s so hard for him to open his eyes like usual when his heart disease attacked him. He know the one who carry him is Yabu for sure, but he can’t do anything except suffer from his pain.

 

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Inoo lay on a bed but not on his own bed. He try to open his eyes slowly because the sun shine that enter the room through the white curtain felt so shiny for him.

Anything he felt in that room just so comfortable when he open his eyes after the heart disease attacked him as usual. The heart beat machine, the infusion, the oxygen tube, that smells of medicine. But, there’s something make him feel more safe, so warm, and so relieved that God still give him time to life. It’s Yabu’s hand which’s hold his hand. Yabu got sleep beside Inoo, his face seems so tired and his hair is so messy.

“ Ya-Yabu..” Inoo tried to call Yabu. But, it’s useless because he’s still so weak and his voice as weak as his condition now.

“ Yabu-chan.” He tried to call Yabu louder and tried to move his hand which Yabu’s hold and finally make Yabu woken up.

“ Unn…eehhh…” Yabu woken up with a shocked.

“ Yabu-chan.”

“ INOO!!! Thank’s god..finally you have woken up. I… I love you so much and that…that kiss was not a mistake. I’m so sorry. I love you….I love you and I don’t care what my mom will said.” Hug Inoo so tight and kiss Inoo’s forehead while suddenly someone enter the room.

“ Ohayo- OH GOSH!!!! G-Gomen!!!! I-I just come and….eerrr….just continue it…”

“ ARE!!! Yaotome-san… No, we just….eerrr….yeah.. I miss him, so…I…” Yabu blushed.

“ It’s OK. I know that from the first. Jyaa, how about your feeling now, mmm…”

“ Inoo Kei. His name is Inoo Kei.” Yabu said.

“ Yeah…just call me…Kei…or Inoo-chan..” Inoo smiles.

“ No. Inoo-chan just for me.” Yabu got jealous.

“ OK… just call me… Kei… Yaotome-kun ne..?!”

“ H-Hai, just call me…Hikaru..hehehe..I’ll let you two now. Jyaa ne…” Hikaru leave them with blushing face.

 

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Hikaru P.O.V.

 

I just wanna go to the minimarket when I saw someone fell so suddenly near by me. He was so pale and thin, and something make me wonder that this man is crying. I try to help this pale man who’s kind of suffering from pain.

“ Are you okay??!! Hey!!”

I don’t know what to do and going to panic when suddenly I saw his face.

‘God!! He’s so beautiful for sure…WHAT??!!! Baka!! It’s not the time to think like that!!’

When I tried to carry him, suddenly there’s another man come to us. His face was red and he’s kind of lost his breath. He must have run like crazy.

“ Inoo!! Inoo-chan!!! Stay with me!!” He yelled a name that must be this beautiful boy’s name and grab his hand. My panic just become worse and I tried to speak to this man who’s panic as me.

 “ Just take him to the hospital!!” I half yelled.

“ I know that and let me take him now. Ne, Inoo-chan. Just stay with me. I’ll take you to the hospital now.“ then he carries the other’s body.

“ Yabu??!!” I hear his voice and saw his face that getting paler than before. His voice just so weak and he’s still crying when the other man bring him to the taxi near us.

This man looked so kind and I wonder that he’s definitely like a prince who carried that beautiful man who’s like a princess. This scene just so perfect, like a fairytale which I hear from my mom (what kind of mother that Hikaru have??!! (0_o) ).

‘This… Yabu??! Yes his name must be Yabu because this Inoo called him with that name before.’

I helped Yabu, who just so worried, to bring Inoo to the hospital, but I couldn’t do anything to amuse him.

When we reach the hospital, Yabu run like crazy to find the doctor. I wonder what kind of ill that Inoo have that made Yabu just so panic like that.

He want to follow Inoo whom brought to ICU, but the nurse not allowed him.

It’s already 30 minutes after Inoo brought to the ICU and finally I tried to talk with Yabu.

“ Yabu-kun ne??!” I asked to make myself sure that Yabu is this man’s name. Then he turn his face to me.

“ AH!! Hai. Moushiwake arimasen, I forget that I’m with you.” Then he bowed to me.

“ iya iya, daijoubu. I know you’re so panic. My name is Yaotome Hikaru.” I bowed back to him.

“ I’m Yabu. Kota Yabu desu. Douzo yoroshiku.”

“ Douzo yoroshiku…” and after I said that, the situation just back to calm and I tried to talk with him again.

” Anou…what’s wrong with that man?? That Inoo-kun desu ne..??!”

“ His ill relapse after I kind of hurt him. I’m so Idiot to say something like that to him.” His face looked so depressed and it make me felt guilty to ask him that question.

After several minutes, finally the doctor came to us and we just stand to know Inoo’s condition.

“ what’s your relationship with that boy?” the doctor asked us.

“ I..I’m his boyfriend, Doc.” Yabu said and make the Doctor and I just open our lower jaw.

“ What??!! Is there something wrong??” he make as if there’s nothing wrong with that and we just pretending to act as it’s a normal thing, but I make a little distance with him.

“ Just tell me how is he, Doc! I was so crazy just waiting here without knowing anything!!” Yabu said.

“ OK, calm down young man. He’s already passed the worst thing but…. He may be will coma for several days. Just hope for the best and you can see him in room 289.” The doctor said.

“ Oh..thank’s god…thank you so much, Doc.” Yabu tried to hug the Doctor, but the doctor just stop him.

“ I-It’s okay. Just take care of him and… don’t give him any pressure. It’s really bad for his heart. He’s already in the third stadium.” Then the doctor leave us.

“ W-What??!! His condition’s already so bad and I don’t know anything!! I’m such the most idiot person!!”

“ It’s okay… You must take care of him as doctor said.” It’s so easy to say something like that, but I know it must be so hurt to know someone we love so much have heart disease like that.

It’s already 3 days and Inoo haven’t wake up yet. I don’t know how can I get so excited with those people until now. Why should I always come here to know someone’s condition that I don’t know him yet. I entered Inoo’s room and wanna give a greeting to them.

“ Ohayo- OH GOSH!!!! G-Gomen!!!! I-I just come and….eerrr….just continue it…” I found Yabu kiss Inoo.

“ ARE!!! Yaotome-san… No, we just….eerrr….yeah.. I miss him, so…I…” Yabu blushed.

“ It’s OK. I know that from the first. Jyaa, how about your feeling now, mmm…”

“ Inoo Kei. His name is Inoo Kei.” Yabu said.

“ Yeah…just call me…Kei…or Inoo-chan..” Inoo smiles and it make my hurt thump like crazy.

“ No. Inoo-chan just for me.” Yabu just got jealous.

“ OK… just call me… Kei… Yaotome-kun ne..?!”

“ H-Hai, just call me…Hikaru..hehehe..I’ll let you two now. Jyaa ne…” I left them in hurry because I know perfectly that my face so red like fried lobster that I ate last night.

“ Oh my God!!! What the hell is wrong with my heart??!! Why it can’t stop thumping like crazy???!!”

“ But, Kei-chan…wait!! Kei-chan??!! It’s sound so cute…CHOTTO!!! What the hell I’m thinking about??!! But.. he’s so pretty for sure…and his smile just now….OMG!!! so cute!!!....WHAT??!!! STOP IT HIKARU!!! JUST STOP YOUR FREAKING THOUGH!!!” finally I realize that people around me just staring at me and they must think that I’m so freak.

I give a sigh and walk to the entrance when suddenly someone hit me.

“ Gomen nasai, I’m just in hurry.” He bowed with blushing face.

“ It’s okay. Just watch out, boy.” I realize that this boy have a short body and… god!! He’s so cute and his cheeks is so chubby…may I squish his cheeks.

“ I’m not a boy, I’ve already 18.” He pout and make me wanna pinch his cheeks so much.

“ ARE!!! I must see Inoo-chan first…gomen ne..” he said and rushed to the nurse to ask about someone’s room and I just go to the minimarket near the hospital to buy something.

“ There’s so many cute people in the world ne….CHOTTO!!! did he said Inoo-chan??!” and I just rush back to the hospital after pay for my things.




chapter 1 >>
p-penguin.livejournal.com/3037.html

chapter 2 >>
p-penguin.livejournal.com/3220.html

chapter 3 >>
p-penguin.livejournal.com/3514.html


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Hontou ni gomen nasai yo...(>.<) it's so late (T^T)

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